Two Years

I am not sure who follows this blog anymore, but it's been over two years since I've last posted anything special. I have so many things to say, honestly, it's been a crazy 2 years. I've transferred from one university to another, made new friends, started to live differently, took writing seriously for a change, etc.

I want to become a writer. I really do. I feel like I have a story to tell, one that would probably not make a lot of you happy but have some of you interested for sure. My writing sucks compared to the professional authors out there, but I am trying. I try to read as much as I can despite the fact that I have five courses, and a part time job to balance. I love writing and I don't think anything will stop me. I have faith in myself and enough encouragement for people to read and enjoy my work. I truly believe in myself.

Therefor, I will be posting soon, again. I used to love drabbles, I am sure you can see that. I think I'm going to pick up where I left of.

Tanks for the support and I promise to post soon. I really do.

Hiba

A New Year

It's been that long, huh? This year seemed to have passed by so quickly, I barely got to take it in and it was gone. I have so many things I want to accomplish for the 2012 year, like finishing my 3 stories that I've been working on, losing weight, becoming a more patient person, etc. But most of all I want to have a better year. I want to live this year with passion. I want to fall in love, meet amazing people and make new experiences. I want to wish all of you who read this blog or stumbled upon it randomly a Happy New Year. I hope that you all have your own New Year resolutions and that you'd accomplish them.  Have a happy, sweet and un unforgettable fantastic New Year! :)

~~DullyBeautiful~~

June

June is a month full of worries, reliefs, excitement, happiness and sadness. June is a beginning, an end, and even a middle. June is worrisome to a point where everything becomes too blurry and unknown. June is a month of graduation, a closing of one book and an opening of another. June is full of tears as you slowly bid goodbye to all your friends who you’ve known for over half your life. It is a month of happiness because all the hard work finally got paid off. Most of all, June is June, a month that no matter, you’ll never forget.

I suck, I know

I've been away for over a month and unfortunately I won't be back on until the end of this month. Exam time is brutal and I have no time for writing AT ALL. It really sucks, but I promise to post more soon. I'm going to restart my drabble challenges again, they were inspirational and I found that I kept myself useful while I wrote them. This time though, I am going to select a word that I like and then write about it...and bend the rules a little bit ;) 100 words is a little too little, don'y you think? Anyway, I will be back soon!  :)

Moving...

Hey guys, so I decided to create another blog. This one is purely based on my stories that are currently on FictionPress, FanFiction and Wattpad. Check it out if you visit this blog because of teasers. Click Here for the direct link. From now on, all my story updates will be posted there, not here. I'd rather keep this blog for creative short pieces that I sometimes write.

YTIAA- Teaser Chapter 12

A/N: I'm sorry for the long wait, I was experiencing some heavy writer's block. Please be patient. Chapter 12 is sent for editing. Enjoy :)

There were bags under his eyes. His hair was all over the place, as if he went through it more than a hundred times. He looked older -older than what I thought he was- unshaven and tired.

I didn’t feel sorry for him.

My mother had often told me that I was too naïve and good-hearted. She said there wasn’t an ounce of evilness in my soul. She called me pure. She thought I was her angel.

Right now I was so far from pure that I’d never even be able to come close to it. I hoped that he felt worse; I wished the worst for him. My heart turned so black but I didn’t take anything back. He made me feel that way. And it was never going to be fixed; I wanted to let him know that.

I was eating breakfast on the third day when his door opened. I guessed he thought that I was asleep because he looked surprised to see me on the kitchen table eating my French toast.

Accepting Me

A/N: This is dedicated to all the people who are suffering in silence. I may not know how you feel but writing this may ease your pain. I hope you know that there are people out there who will accept you no matter who you are, what you are and what you stand for. This piece is dedicated to someone special. Someone who deserves the same love and warmth that I do. Remember: We're all different but we're all the same, too.

Accepting Me

I wonder why it is so hard for you to accept me. I wonder why you deny everything that I do, why you turn your eyes to the opposite direction.

Do I disgust you? Do I make you so repulsive that you won't even see me as a person anymore?

Will you tell me why?

I never meant for this misunderstanding to occur. All I wanted was for you to love me as I am. All I wanted was to be accepted by you because I love you.

Do you know what you're doing to me?

I am hurting. I am hurting, inside, outside, everywhere. I don't want to shed these tears anymore. I don't want to cry helplessly as you take your anger out on me, over and over again.

Make me understand.

Tell me what to do and I'll fix it. Give me a sign, a word, anything just so we could smile. Just so I could turn back time when you still loved me.

Is it because I'm not like her?

I don't want to be. We're different, you know? We may come from the same blood, but we're each unique in another way. Why don't you see it? Why won't you let me in?

I don't want to close myself from you anymore. I want you back. I need you back. I crave for your love and warmth, and hope that you do too.

Why is it so hard to accept me? What had I done that was so wrong?